I can’t believe I’ve been gone this long. I let too much time pass, but I won’t do so again. I’m here to stay. I recently started getting into pinning on Pinterest. You can find me at Stefanilara16. It’s been a very long time since I’ve been able to indulge in my hobby. That has … Continue reading
Author Archives: Stefani Hinojosa
Learning I’m not alone
Hello everyone! I know it’s been awhile, but life goes on, and sometimes things get put on the back burner. It’s not great to admit it, but there it is, I got sucked into life’s race and forgot who I am. At the moment, not much has changed in my condition. I’m still looking to … Continue reading
I am not me
I look in the mirror and see a stranger looking back He is not who I am He is not who I’m supposed to be. I am not me I am what the world sees I am not who I feel I am defined by expectations I feel lost and broken beyond repair of man … Continue reading
Frustration boiling over
I never cease to be amazed by how some people let themselves become blinded by some ridiculous notion of sycophancy. Perhaps were I to have been an ass-kisser, my life would have been so much easier. As it is, I have to tolerate slander and nothing real is done, other than some empty gesture. I’ve … Continue reading
Who/what am I?
Who am I? Should the question I ask be what am I? How am I? Sometime I don’t know what to ask, much less do I know how to answer. I’m a mystery even onto myself. I guess this phenomenon isn’t unique to myself, or other people struggling with gender or sexual identity issues. I … Continue reading
Living a convenient lie
I feel horrible. I’ve been neglecting my writing, but life has a way of getting in the way, but that’s no excuse. I’ll do better in the future, but I’ll have to figure out some sort of posting schedule to keep me on task. I’m sitting here, in my bedroom, feeling as though I’m missing … Continue reading
Quiet musing
Some how my co-worker got me to open up about my ex-wife and ex-girlfriend. I try not to invoke their memory, but when prompted, I may never shut up about them. There’s something humiliating about being cheated on. You begin to wonder if you are not enough of a man to satisfy them. That leads … Continue reading
Of dream…
I used to have a fear, growing up, of falling asleep and waking up a girl. I call it a fear, but there was also a hope component. I wanted to be a girl, but I didn’t understand the feeling. Back then there was no internet. I thought I was just weird. I was a … Continue reading
Coworker asked me…
I was at work today, and my coworker asked me why I didn’t have a girlfriend yet. “You’re a good looking guy,” she added. I made some lame joke about having an ugly personality, which she quickly dismissed. So why am I still single? The truth is I don’t want to be. Of course, I … Continue reading
Music I love: Firework
Maybe you’ll think this is silly, but after my divorce from my wife, and the break up from the woman who I hooked up with after her, this song helped me out. I still love hearing it. It speaks to me! Continue reading
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