Being Transgender

New purchase

The cold is blowing in tonight. It was in the eighties earlier today and by the time I got off of work, the temperature had dropped to the fifties. It’s forty-five now, with temps forecasted to be in the thirties by dawn. There’s also the possibility of snow early next week.

Welcome to late October in the Texas Panhandle.

I didn’t come on here to talk about the weather, great as it is. No, I recently bought something on Amazon, something I’ve been wanting for years, but something I haven’t been able to justify spending the money on. I finally bought myself some silicone breast forms. Let me just say, wow!

They cost less than $40, and I have to say, so far I’m impressed. I was excited to pick them up from the post office on my way to work earlier this afternoon. I spent the whole day anxious to get home. Part of me wanted to call in sick today, but I did the whole responsible adult thing and went to work. Go me!

As soon as I got home, I had to try them out. I hurriedly showered, put on a new dress, a vintage style dress that I really love, and slipped the forms into my bra. Until now, I’ve been making do with just a padded bra. It kind of worked, but it lacked substance. Now, I feel complete! Well, sort of.

I would really love to have breast implants. I would also love to transition completely. I’m up in the air about vaginoplasty. I like my penis, but the idea of having a vagina is something that is a wistful dream at this point.

For now, I can’t wait for the weekend. I have another new dress to try on, and I plan to go shopping as well. As much fun as it is to dress up at home, I enjoy going out in public even more.

As for the weather, I have to say, I’m going to enjoy it. It’s baking season, and I’m eager to start baking sourdough again, and then there’s also a fireplace to enjoy. I’ve also bought a Christmas tree, the first time I’ve had one since 2008, but that’ll have to wait for another post.

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