I wish I had a Christmas party to go to this year, and I’m not talking about my male persona. I, Stefani Lara, would love to go out, rocking a cute Christmas dress, and enjoy a night out with the girls. I would love to drink champagne while nibbling on canapés and living my dream life.
All I want for Christmas this year is a chance to be me. I wish I knew a few more girls like me, ones eager for companionship, ones who could help guide and mentor me. I want to escape the bonds of my own fears and insecurities.
I guess what I’m wanting to find, in this small city, are friends to lean on. I would love to have a place where I could be Stefani and be social. Although I’m an introvert, I would appreciate having girls to socialize with, even if infrequently.
So, ask me what I want for Christmas and this will be close to the answer I will give you. Friends to hang out with, and a safe place where we can be girls. It’s a tall order to be sure, but this is the season for dreams to come true. I mean, a girl can dream, can’t she?
Stefani Within 
My heart goes to you my dear. i have the same problem…………sigh i just wish that i had any friends who accepted me as me within 90 minutes of me. (((((((((((((((hug))))))))))))))))))
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I feel for you. I’m fortunate to live in an area with a huge and active trans community. Knowing this group is here for me is such a benefit. I often forget that it’s not like this in some other parts of the world. I hope your Christmas wish is granted.
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We have a great set of friends here. It’s not a troupe, though we have that too. But our dearest friends happened to us by accident. Another cross dressing could like us. A gg and a gurl. We are all open and honest to each other and help one another through the tough times as well.
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