There are days when I wonder who I am, and there are days, like today, when I wonder what am I? I look in the mirror and I’m torn between what I see and what the ideal man is, and the ideal I want for myself which in itself is a contradiction. I want to … Continue reading
Monthly Archives: December 2014
Shaving a yeti?
I now remember why I hate the process of becoming Stefani- the endless shaving. I haven’t even begun to shave yet. I started off running the hair trimmer through my legs. Yuck! The human body can be so disgusting. I feel like a yeti, and I haven’t even begun to trim my upper body. Luckily, … Continue reading
Going shopping
I’m back home and wishing I could go on another trip, this time as Stefani. I told my friend about it, and of course she’s all for it. First things first, I need to assemble a wardrobe. I haven’t got shopping in almost a decade. I’m feeling sad about it. I’ve done the all too … Continue reading
Ready for a change
I play a lot on Pinterest, looking at dresses, mostly dresses and shoes, and following other crossdressers. I’ve also started following cosplay and steampunk, as well as goth and emo boards, looking at the kind of outfits I would love to wear. I yearn for the freedom to express myself for the person who I … Continue reading
Stefani Within 