I spent the most perfect Sunday ever! Okay, most of you wouldn’t think so, and even I would have to admit that it could have been better. All the same, I found the opportunity, and took advantage of that opportunity to spend my day all alone, away from everyone and everything. It was heaven. I … Continue reading
Tag Archives: Crossdresser
If only…
I need more clothes, but I’m so broke! UGH! Why couldn’t I have been born rich or something? I need a job, a better job, one that pays me a decent salary. I need money! Being me isn’t cheap, and I don’t exactly go for designer clothes. I buy most of my outfits at Target … Continue reading
Lost time
When I think about all the time I lost, I get depressed. I can’t remember the last time I treated myself for a nice outfit and got dressed up before now. I know it was some time before I got together with my ex-wife, and that was in 2005. I want to say that I … Continue reading
Developing my style
Do I even have a style? Of course I do, but I’m very much developing it, and my personal sense of style is still evolving. In boy mode, I tend towards mostly solid colors and some plaid, all in earth tones. My favorite colors are black and gray. Were you to take a look at … Continue reading
Fantasy and reality
“You look like a secretary”, I’ve been told a couple of times now. That works for me. “A sexy secretary?” I ask hopefully to my friend, the second one who made the comment. She just laughed at me. That’s okay. I’ll take it. Actually, I wouldn’t mind being a secretary, preferable for a cute boss … Continue reading
An unexpected sick day
What a day! I went to work as scheduled, but I didn’t remain long. As I was about the step out of my car, I got a dizzy spell. It sucked! I don’t like missing work, so I decided to soldier on, like a good little employee, hoping the spell would pass. It didn’t While … Continue reading
Accepting myself
I’m surprised at myself for having the courage(?) to actually post pictures of myself, namely my face, for all to see. I’ve hidden myself behind closed doors for years, even going so far as to deny myself the simple act of personal acceptance. I tried to pretend I wasn’t a crossdresser, even though I knew … Continue reading
Expecting Miracles
I just bought my first wig. I found one on Amazon the other day, on sale, with a great consumer rating. I’m not expecting angels to sing when I get it in, nor do I expect it to work miracles. It’s only one small piece of the puzzle, one I’m learning to put together to … Continue reading
Looking forward
Mea culpa! I haven’t been on in so long. I have no defense to offer you other than some lame excuse of being so busy in my real life. It’s pathetic, to be honest. I’ll try to be a better hostess and at least write once a week, both for you and also as a … Continue reading
All I want for Christmas….
It’s about time to start getting ready for Midnight Mass, and of course I’ll be posing as “Steve.” I’ll be sitting there, looking at all the girls in their cute skirts and dresses, make-up and hair done up, and I’ll be schlepping along as the guy people think they know. If only… I wish I … Continue reading
Stefani Within 