On Tuesday I did what I said I would never do in town, I went out as Stefani during the day. The sun was out, people were going about their business, and I had had enough of my self-imposed confinement and ventured out into the day, fully aware of the risk of being discovered … Continue reading
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Second time…whatever
I made it back to Club 212 again this past Saturday, the second week in a row that I felt compelled to leave the safety of my refuge. The first time was magical, as first experiences usually are. My adrenaline was pumping, the expectation was set, and my need finally overcame my trepidation as I … Continue reading
At The 212 Club
I finally went through with it, and left the confines of the apartment. It started of as another drive through town, but the novelty had already disappeared, the excitement faded, and there really was nothing left but to take the next step. In all honesty, I had an inkling that I would make it out … Continue reading
Bared Soul
I bared my soul a little last night. It’s one of the hardest things for me to do, to let someone in. It’s a side effect of being an introvert. Couple that with the fact that I’ve kept me a secret all my life – for years even from myself! – and you’ll understand that I’ve become … Continue reading
40th
Happy 40th to me! God, I feel old. I look it, too, when I look in the mirror. I can see the gray beginning to show, and the pain – Oh the pain! – in my knees, my back, and everywhere else. I still feel young. I feel like I did when I was a … Continue reading
Feeling the itch
I’ve been neglecting my blog for too long. I feel bad about it. It’s been a great way to put myself out there without the risk of being in pubic. But lately, I’ve been getting the itch to actually step outside my comfort zone. I want to go out, have fun, be myself. Yes, I’ve … Continue reading
No time for Stef
So while I wait, Stefani waits as well. I’m starting to get the itch. The last time I got itchy, I spent several hundred dollars buying clothes. It may be time for a shopping spree. I need new clothes, and shoes. But I have to get my room done first. Ugh! The good news is … Continue reading
Crush
A girl has a crush on me. I say a girl, but it’s a woman. I’ve only met her once, but I thought she was pretty enough, but that was months ago. She sent me a friend request on Facebook, which I accepted. She was after all, I thought, a friend of a friend I … Continue reading
What do you guys think?
I told you guys about my new wig in my last post, but I hadn’t had a chance to try it on until late last week. Then it occurred to me that I hadn’t posted any pictures of my new do. What do you guys think? I know I love it. It feels better and … Continue reading
A few related thoughts
I decided to buy a new wig a few weeks ago, but I haven’t had the chance to try it on. I’m still not ready to go to an actual wig shop and have one fitted, so like I did with my last wig, I bought it online. I was please with my last wig … Continue reading
Stefani Within 