Merry Christmas friends! I hope you find peace and joy this holiday season, or at least a smokin’ hot outfit. I love you all, and have a great day! ~Stefani~ Continue reading
Tag Archives: Transgender
All I want for Christmas….
It’s about time to start getting ready for Midnight Mass, and of course I’ll be posing as “Steve.” I’ll be sitting there, looking at all the girls in their cute skirts and dresses, make-up and hair done up, and I’ll be schlepping along as the guy people think they know. If only… I wish I … Continue reading
It’s me….again
I didn’t mean to, but I got a second outfit. Again, it felt wonderful to be Stefani, though I confess that I feel a little ridiculous. I feel so much like a man in a dress instead of a woman. Much of it has to do with the need to shave my beard off, a … Continue reading
This is me…
…well, most of me. I actually did it, I went out and bought myself a few things. Consider this my Christmas present to me! For the first time in a decade, Stefani Lara came out and it felt fabulous! I’m glad I didn’t chicken out. I almost did since the traffic the weekend before Christmas … Continue reading
Who or What
There are days when I wonder who I am, and there are days, like today, when I wonder what am I? I look in the mirror and I’m torn between what I see and what the ideal man is, and the ideal I want for myself which in itself is a contradiction. I want to … Continue reading
Shaving a yeti?
I now remember why I hate the process of becoming Stefani- the endless shaving. I haven’t even begun to shave yet. I started off running the hair trimmer through my legs. Yuck! The human body can be so disgusting. I feel like a yeti, and I haven’t even begun to trim my upper body. Luckily, … Continue reading
Dressing for work
I’ve been thinking about jobs lately, or to be more honest, a wholesale change in my career trajectory. I’ve spent most of my adult life working in retail, and it just doesn’t jive with me personality type. I’m not engaging or open, friendly or prone to smiling. I’m closed and reserved, not opening up until … Continue reading
What would you do?
I was playing on Pinterest when I ran across the image on the right. If tomorrow you woke up as the opposite sex, what’t the first thing you would do? The grammatical errors notwithstanding, it got me thinking, what would I do? It’s a thought that haunted me growing up. I would fear that I would … Continue reading
The struggle between identity and faith
Here it is, another Friday night, and I’m lock up in my room, wishing I could go out and enjoy the nightlife. Sadly, for a girl like me, I don’t live in an area that’s conducive to being out. One, it’s the bible belt, and two, the area is so small that I would be … Continue reading
My return
I can’t believe I’ve been gone this long. I let too much time pass, but I won’t do so again. I’m here to stay. I recently started getting into pinning on Pinterest. You can find me at Stefanilara16. It’s been a very long time since I’ve been able to indulge in my hobby. That has … Continue reading
Stefani Within 